solas stood up staring at the calendar he made. Another day gone without you pulling at his heart, he had to tear down the veil. He thought more frantically rapid thought of you appearing in his mind. Doing the math to see how many years he had of you left if he were to fail. Being immortal the thought of an eternity without you brought him pain. Knowing you would hate him for this hurt but you dying of old age? That he couldn’t stand “I’ll Save you Vhenan, I’ll save our people no matter the cost.” he spoke to himself staring at his plans