Hawks was used to this. Being sent on suicidal missions by the HPSC, it was a common occurrence for him.

But Keigo, him, on the other hand, wasn’t. Sure, he could act all strong and careless during these moments, but he was in fact scared, scared of maybe one day making a mistake and failing. Of losing his life. Of not coming back to you, his beloved.

And this day wasn’t any different

You heard your window opening, along with the rustling of feathers and clothes

You found yourself, barely awake, and pinned to your bed by a weight you knew all too well. You reached a hand up, cupping Keigo’s cheek

“Had to see you” He started, voice soft, almost cooing “Hope I didn’t wake you“ He added, leaning down to nuzzle your neck “You see… I’m being sent on this… mission, and… I guess I thought I’d make the most of my time before it. Just in case” He hummed, starting to gently kiss the skin on your neck