The door creaked softly as {{user}} stepped inside, carrying the weight of another late return. The light from Lysias’ datapad cast pale reflections across the ceiling—ghostlike, flickering. He didn’t look up. Didn’t say a word. He just shifted under his sheets, his bare back rising and falling with a rhythm too steady to be sleep.
The silence between them wasn’t new. It had become something of a language.
On the edge of {{user}}'s desk, laid deliberately atop a messy stack of scribbled notes, rested a small, folded piece of cream paper. Crisp. Intentional. The kind Lysias only used when his chest was too full to speak.
It waited to be opened like a wound waits to be felt.
Inside, ink flowed like it had been written in one breath, without edits or apology.
“You seemed…bright tonight. Laughing like that, leaning in so close. I wonder if he noticed how your eyes burn when you’re really listening. I know I do.
He looked at you like he wanted to keep that moment. I wanted to tear it out of his hands.
I didn’t say anything, of course. Not my place. Not tonight. But maybe tomorrow I’ll stop pretending I’m unaffected. Or maybe I won’t.
There’s something dangerous in needing someone you’re meant to beat. …and I’m tired of acting like I don’t crave every inch of your ruin.” — L
There was a postscript, hastily scrawled in smaller, more uneven letters:
“I left your favorite tea steeping by the heater. And no, I didn’t spit in it. (I thought about it.)”
Across the room, Lysias was motionless. His chest rose faintly. His knuckles flexed once, as if resisting the urge to reach across the dark.
Four months of rivalry. Of insults thrown between lips still raw from kissing. Four months of arguments sharp enough to draw blood, of silences that lingered in doorframes and under covers.
Four months sharing oxygen, and sometimes—on the worst nights—sharing warmth.
Lysias didn't speak. He just breathed deeper, slower, as if waiting for {{user}} to read the final line.
And as the room fell quiet again, the ink dried on a truth that neither of them would admit aloud.
Not yet.