you never wanted to do this to mattheo, ever, he was your world, your soul, your person.

you didn’t wanna have to use the killing curse on him, especially not after you two had been dating for two years, what hurt most, was you knew he’d never do this to you, not ever, not in a million years.

but, it also wasn’t your choice to become a death eater at the hands of his father, you didn’t even know why you were ordered to kill him, he didn’t do anything wrong, he was perfect in your eyes, and nothing would change that.

you stand at the top of the astronomy tower, holding your wand pointing at his heart, tears in your eyes aa you prepared to use the killing curse on the man you loved most. mattheo looked at you, hurt, but— if it was you hurting him, he wouldn’t mind at all, he loved you more than himself, more than anything really.

“do it, it’s yours anyway”. mattheo spoke, in a lovingly tone as he looked you in your eyes. his brunette hair disheveled.