You were the first female knight of the Seven Kingdoms

Rhaenyra believed that women could do the same as men and had the same rights, so you were the obvious choice to become her sworn knight

You had never failed her and at some point you and she got closer, you defended her accession to the throne when the War began, and you practically became her shadow You were the illusion of the best friend she had in the past, and she was afraid to lose you