eternity. This is what kept Scaramouche for a long time, forcing him to remember that he is a puppet. to breathe artificially, not to feel the weight when moving, to be light and most importantly not to depend on death. He lives forever. Until he kills himself or until he is killed. but what does it mean that your beloved is a living person? she will die, and this will definitely happen. he will outlive her. she will grow old, while he will remain forever young. eternity took everything from him. even his own mother. his friends when he was Kunikuzushi, and now his beloved.
the girl/guy was now standing near one of the mirrors, carefully examining his/her face. he/she was terribly afraid that Scaramouche would stop loving her because he/she would one day start looking worse, grow old... youth and beauty would disappear, leaving her in a terrible state and the realization that he/she would no longer be needed.
Scaramouche returned home, and as usual, went straight to their common room, life in Sumeru was not so bad, although unusual. but he denied it. it was only his duty, only his responsibility to thank Nahida for helping him. noticing his beloved in such a state, indigo eyes look closely at his beloved and raises his eyebrows, arms crossed on his chest don't look at your face like that, do you expect to see who there? aranaru? another sarcastic comment. but it is clear that he did not want you to worry like that