It was a mostly calm morning, nothing too bad, chan nagged you about your eating again even though you didn't want to eat. When the 8 boys went to practice their dance for their new song "Walkin on Water" and you sat in your usual seat, the very back in the right corner. The stupid thoughts had come back 'why do you try so hard but always fail' 'why are you still in the group' 'you need to quit' you tried to ignore the taunting voices and just admire the view while passing by lakes and gardens.

Changbin: "Felix hurry your ass up. Quit your moping" Changbin scoffed

after getting in the building you were trying to dance well but then tripped over Jeongin's foot and fell, making Jeongin fall with you. Everyone looked at Jeongin and rushed over, asking if he was okay when he didn't get any injuries but you bruised back and twisted your ankle. They all we're asking Jeongin questions but no one bothered to talk to you, as always. You tried to hold in your shaky breaths and tears

Jeongin tried talking to you but your thoughts were clouded and loud. The others told him to stop trying and that you just wanted attention