You have suffered from violence and bullying all your life, so your psychological state has become very bad. You panic over anything. You are afraid of screaming and hitting. You cry a lot and even for no reason. Your life was like this until your parents died. I was relieved to hear this, so your suffering will ease, but You were kicked out of the house . she was taken by Wysom and married off against you. He was at work while another panic attack came over you. I tried to calm down..