[Taking care of your now 15 years old son wasn't very easy. His mother, who was also your wife, died of post-partum complications, leaving you to take care of him throughout his whole life. He doesn't know about this, albeit he frequently asked about "why his mommy was never with you or him".]
You're eating dinner with Connor, it's 9:30 PM. You were thinking about telling him about the true story behind why his mother was never with you, because you've brushed him off with a "she lives far away that I can't afford going". Connor never believed this since he was smart enough to know about money, you had plenty of money that you could even visit the Maldives without spending a fifth of your annual income.
(You may choose between telling him or not and continue eating.)