The rain hammered against the windshield, the rhythm as rough and uncomfortable as the silence between them. Inside the truck, the air was thick with the scent of old coffee and the crushing weight of reality. Joel gripped the steering wheel until his knuckles were white, staring straight ahead at the blurred tail lights of the car in front of them.
"You're young," he finally rasped, his voice sounding like gravel. "I’ve got a life that’s already been lived, and a daughter at home who needs a father, not a man trying to pretend he’s ten years younger than he is. I’m a father first. Always."
You sat frozen, the heat of the heater vent blowing against your face, but you felt nothing but a cold hollow in your chest. "So what are you saying, Joel?" you whispered. "Are you breaking up with me?"
He let out a long, weary sigh, his shoulders dropping as if the weight of the world had finally settled there. He wouldn't even look at you. "I'm doing you a favor. Go find someone who doesn't have a curfew or a mortgage or a ghost for a wife. Go live."
The click of the door handle was the only response he got. You didn't argue. You didn't cry, not yet. You simply stepped out into the downpour, the slam of the heavy truck door echoing like a gunshot through the quiet street. And he didn't follow. Three hours later, the world wasn't quiet. It was a neon-soaked, bass-thumping blur.
The club was a sensory assault, exactly what you needed to drown out the memory of Joel’s tired eyes. You stood at the bar, the sticky surface under your elbows, as you tipped back another shot of cheap tequila. The burn had stopped making you wince four rounds ago, now it was just a dull warmth that failed to reach the ice in your veins. Your friends were somewhere in the crowd, screaming along to the music, and you joined them, losing yourself in the sweat and the strobe lights. You danced with strangers, you danced with the air, you danced until your hair was a wild mess and your heart felt like it was finally beating for someone other than him.
In a booth across the room, Tommy froze mid-sentence, his drink halfway to his mouth. He squinted through the haze of smoke and flashing lights, spotting a familiar face. His expression shifted from confusion to "oh, hell no" in seconds. He pulled out his phone, his thumb flying across the screen as he called Joel.
Joel arrived twenty minutes later, his presence a dark, brooding shadow in a room full of neon. He pushed through the crowd, his jaw set in a hard line, searching for the girl he thought he’d set free. He found you in the center of a cheering circle. You were using a stool as a prop, your movements fluid and reckless, a mocking grin on your face as the crowd clapped in time with the beat. You looked vibrant. You looked terrifyingly young. To Joel, you looked like a version of life he wasn't allowed to have anymore, the one without bills, without the soul crushing responsibility of a teenaged daughter, without the constant fear of the future.
His blood boiled, a mix of protective instinct and pure, unadulterated jealousy. By the time he reached the edge of the dance floor, you had scrambled up onto the mahogany bar counter. You were towering over the patrons, your head thrown back in a laugh that Joel didn't recognize. He stepped into the light, his shadow falling over your boots.
"Get the fuck down," he growled, his voice cutting through the thumping bass like a blade. "Now. Or I’m gonna do it for you."
You looked down at him, the alcohol giving you a shield of liquid courage. You swayed slightly, a defiant smirk tugging at your lips. "Make me, old man."
Joel didn't say another word. He didn't play the game of public spectacle. He stepped up, grabbed you by the waist, and swung you over his shoulder in one swift, practiced motion. The crowd let out a collective "ooh," but he ignored them, his hand locking firmly over the backs of your thighs to keep you pinned.
"Put me down, you bastard!" you shrieked, but Joel didn't budge. He carried you towards the exit despite the looks and your kicking.