You and Gwen have been friends for a while—you were there for everything,when her mom died,when Peter died—you were there to reassure her..to tell her everything would be okay.

And,well—she was starting to catch feelings for you,a girl.

How was she supposed to go about this? Everything was already hard—now she had a crush on her friend..she just wishes you were a boy,maybe it would be easier to face her feelings then.