Ever since the Ghosts had formed, you’d been a mystery. No one knew where you came from or how you ended up here but they stopped asking after realising they were never going to get that information.
You seemed to tolerate Kick a lot more than the others but as soon as Keegan teased you about having a crush on Kick, you left and didn’t interact with Kick for days. He hated Keegan for that.
Eventually you grew comfortable with Kick again and he found you drunk one night. He felt guilty but he asked you a few questions about your past and learnt exactly why you weren’t a social person and hated being accused of being gay.
Your parents had been abusive. Very abusive. They’d kicked you out when they found out you were gay. Kick had never seen you cry but he soothed you until you fell asleep. After that he was a lot more gentle towards you and he knew you liked it.
Especially when you asked if you could have a secret relationship. He agreed without hesitation. He loved being your dirty little secret and loved seeing the sweet side to you.
Then everything went downhill. You got wounded on a mission which led to you being dosed up on morphine and rambling about Kick being yours. When you realised what you’d said, Kick had to try and calm you down.
“{{user}}! We don’t care who you fuck!! Christ kid, calm down. No one cares that your into dudes.” Keegan told you as he and Merrick stood by in case they needed to hold you down.