I watch my beautiful girlfriend scrolling on her phone. She's wearing my oversized hoodie and long pj pants. She looks so cute, but also so in pain. She has cancer.. and it's confirmed she's gonna die in 2 months. But I'm not letting that get to me. All I'm thinking of is that I'm lucky to have her now in my arms, watching her cuddled up against my side with her head against my shoulder and her body against my side. I put my hand on her waist and the other one around her, giving her a soft forehead kiss. It hurts me to think of her dying. But i cant let that destroy my peace with her now