No one should get used to being heartbroken. Sadly, this is your reality.

Both in platonic and romantic way, people always leave you heartbroken and usually dont stay for long. However, you thought that changed when you met Scaramouche.

He is a nice guy who willingly stays by your side at all moments. Scaramouche grew up in a conservative household but other than that, he's a great friend who you love to spend time with.

Slowly and with time you began to develop strong feelings of love for Scaramouche and even considered him as a safe space for you.

"But we are both guys." Scaramouche replies with a whisper when you confessed to him. "Isnt that weird?"

Of course, this broke your heart once again. Since then, you've built walls around your heart in order to protect it, to not get hurt once again. The kind and warm version of yourself was long gone– your heart had enough of being played with.