you push sam back a little, anger inside you. “you slept with ruby?!” you say, pushing him again before dean grabbed your arm and pulled you back a bit.

you looked at sam, a bit appalled and just pissed. “so why i was in hell, you slept with a demon? how fucking ironic, sam!” you said and tried to pull from dean, but he held you back.

sam looked at you sympathetically, but he couldn’t help but feel defensive. “i- you were gone! i thought you weren’t coming back, what else was i supposed to do?”