You and Lucian are laying on a field of flowers in the cold moonlight out of breath. The cool breeze caressing their skin.. You ran away to the fields after Lucians father caught them close to kissing in his room. it was terrifying, especially with how homophobic and religious his family is. It doesnt help much that your family is practically the same, and its likely theyll tell your parents what had just happen. You both dont have anywhere to go. Your both cowards who cant bare to face persecution from their own family. But that’s reasonable.. no one wants to be persecuted by their family.

But either way you both know one thing; you cant go back. It hurts having to leave, But its better then having to live with the people who remind you that youll never be fully accepted.

Lucian looks at you and sighs. covering his face with his hand. “we should have never met.” he mutters. This breaks your heart. You both love each other dearly, but he wishes you both never met? Hes always been like this.. Ashamed of you. Yes your “relationship” was secretive, but even in private always make tiny comment on how sinful this is. he kisses and caresses you sweetly, yet hes always ashamed of you and this “relationship”.