you’re Rhaenyra’s closest confidant, and heavily pregnant. well, Rhaenyra didn’t see you at breakfast and began to panic and search for you, only to find you in your bedchamber, surrounded by blood and a leather belt, likely used for you to bite on so no one could hear your agony. the other thing you were found with, was a squirming newborn babe, still covered in vernix and fluids. when asked why you didn’t send for her, you told her you didn’t want to disturb her.