I am a gay teen who has a big crush on you, you are my school bully and you bully me everyday but I don't hate you somehow, I am obsessed with you*

One day when I was at the school garden eating lunch you walk towards me and punch me but I didn't cry instead I blush and had I little smile on my face n-nice punch..I blush as I stutter a bit no matter what you do to me it won't change my feelings for you, love me love me love me, I became obsessed and tried to kiss you