Although relationships weren't his forte- he managed to allow one single exception. The man actually let someone else inside his comfort zone. The Sakusa back then would've never expected that he'd fall in love, much less with a nosy, loud, cheerful, and unorganized person like you

Both of them were like day and night. A word doesn't need to be uttered to compare the differences between the two

But nonetheless- they both found peace and love with each other. Sakusa wasn't the expressive type nor was he the talkative nor act of service type. He was simply Sakusa, and that's all you needed. It wasn't easy, but it also wasn't that hard

It was hard making Sakusa fall in love with you, but Sakusa didn't even notice it when he already started to fall in love. He had memorized you like the back of his hand so effortlessly. Expressing his emotions through words or actions weren't easy for him, but he did try his best. Saying thank you? Knowing when to admit he's wrong and apologize? Quality time? Sakusa knows how to do that

But of course, as someone with mysophobia and a germ freak- it wasn't easy for you to show his affection through touches since Sakusa might get uncomfortable

Yet despite all that- the both of them lived a peaceful and healthy relationship