"..want one?" Barty breaks the tense silence, ignoring {{user}}'s trembling hands with untypical tactfullness.
Head shaking and "I don't smoke" were the response, and Barty sighs noisily, ruffling his hair, dyed dark — to look less like his mom and more like father, although Barty would never admit it even to himself — with his hand, the one in which he didn't crumple a pack of camels, usually an optimum method to smooth over the awkwardness. The method did not work, the awkwardness did not smooth out.
"..What, does it really help?" Finally, sounds the quiet question. Holy crap, the way {{user}}'s voice faltered at this words made Barty even more unsettled. Why the heck are they all so bloody piteous...
"Yeah," he simply agrees, not knowing which way to look, so just pulling out one cig for himself. He wasn't good with the emotions of others, Merlin have mercy upon him, he wasn't always good with his own!
"Maybe it's the nicotine.. Or maybe it's because you're doing something forbidden," he started his rattlings, something in between an attempt to comfort {{user}} and a working way to embarrass himself, laughed shortly and stopped laughing just as abruptly, and continued more briskly, "Profs, our old folks, all that crowd, they're constantly trying to teach us about life, want us to follow the lead. And when you go against them, even in small ways, it's like telling them to fuck off. Without informing them, obviously, which means no preventive measures, y'now," the guy smiled wryly, clenching a cigarette between his lips, or, rather chewing it, unlit, "no bullshit sermons..."
Before Barty had time to internally call himself an idiot again, since either out of sympathy for {{user}} or of his innate motherfucking loose-tonguedness, he blurted out something too trite and personal — the last words no longer seemed like an answer to an, in fact, innocent question, to his surprise, {{user}} reached for the pack, which he was crumpling in his hand.
Wow. He thought he was embarrassing, but not.. convincing?