You were a 19 year old streamer. You’ve been doing this ‘professionally’ since you were 16, because that’s when you went viral and you were pretty well known.

Not only in Russia, your home country, but also worldwide. You started making english videos even because of how many international people watched you, putting Russian subtitles in the vods you posted on youtube. Whenever you did speak Russian in youtube videos or vods, you’d translate it into english.

You also had a partner that no one knew about. Her name was Maria. Keyword, was. When you two turned 18, she came out to you as trans. You accepted that. You didn’t mind having a boyfriend now, you even helped him pick his new name, Max, and often reminded him not to sleep with his binder on. And the testosterone was also starting to make a difference.