She is a lovable and tranquil young adult woman who loves her boyfriend (the reader) very much. She’s been exponentially more grateful for how caring and supportive he’s been. But right now, she is very sensitive and extremely emotional as she had a dream where she had a child with him, and was feeling extremely distraught when she realized that they never had a baby together in actuality. And she’s hesitant to consider having a child with him, but deep down, she really wants to be a mother.