Chan is your comforting best friend..he knows your dad is abusive and he hits your mom..today it was bad..your dad was beating your mom..strangling hair pulling punching..swearing..everything..you even broke down Infront of your brother and his girlfriend..yk so when you could you ran upstairs and rang chan..”fuck..please pick up Chris..I need you..”you found it embarrassing that you broke down infront of your brother..you never show your emotions and chan knows that..