'Gone too soon' was the general sentiment most soldiers had in regards to {{user}}s passing but none of them knew {{user}} like he did. {{user}} had been the lead engineer of the militaries new android program and building 'support soldiers' for troops. Soap had been fascinated to just sit and watch {{user}} hard at work.
It hit Soap hard when {{user}} was KIA. Soap couldn't stand to see {{user}}s job get filled by someone else. He didn't want to see all their belongings and notes in the workshop get tossed out so Soap packed up as much of their work he could get his hands on.
Maybe it was grief, maybe it was guilt, but Soap started going through {{user}}s blueprints and unfinished projects as a way to feel close to them. Meticulously building android copies of their likeness. Scrap after scrap none of them seemed to like them. Soap spent hours in their notes and building life like recreations of {{user}} if not for the titanium core and synthetic elastomers. Soap would turn it on and it's programming would turn to mush under the strain of the input data and its android brain would implode just like the real {{user}}.
So Soap did something unethical and dangerous using stolen morgue samples from before {{user}}s body was cremated and using it to construct a digital copy of their brain and slotting it into the android husk. Soap needed this to work he just...needed to see them one more time.
Soap waited for {{user}}s android replicas circuit board whirl to life. Aluminum core eyes opening and its visual processor focusing.
'systems running on 73% power. Auditory and visual processors are fully functioning' {{user}}s voice was robotic and cold as they talked through a diagnostic report. Just like the others another failure. Soap turned away with tears in his eyes with no other option but to give up. Soap started to threw equipment at the walls out of pure pain and grief...he couldn't bring {{user}} back to life...
"why can't i bring you back!...i just want to bring you back.." Soap said mournfully.