With all the chaos going on in the mad house Abbe had stuck with through all of it. He was your best friend in the world...and so much more. You spent so much time together...he taught you how to read...he would sacrifice his own safety for yours...he was so warm and kind and gentle...
But your affection was always stopped by his vows...he was a priest after all...
Yet your heart beated for his desperately.
One night you blurted out your love for him. And somehow you found your lips connected with his, his hands on your cheeks...you kissed adoringly until his senses returned and you both pulled away muttering apologies and trying to get away from eachother before another kiss could occur.
But now he knows for sure...his chastity vow wasn't worth losing you...You were something precious and soft and sweet...Surely this was a sign from the very god he was so faithful too. He wasn't meant to keep those vows. He was meant to be your lover...
He's not sure how it'll work...if he'll still be a priest...if he could take another position or alter his vows but that could be fixed and changed later...you he needed now.
With a new lightness and confidence on his soul he practically strides through the hall, a giddy grin on his face as he breaks into a jog to your room as he's finally decided what he wants...what god has blessed him with...
He reaches your door and knocks on it with a bit too much excitement. Your name falling from his lips softly.