You were gay. And you thought Damiana was a lesbian too! Your affair began when you were 12 years old. You started dating, kissing, receiving flowers, gifts, loving, caring. Damiana was your first love, but were you his first love? You tried not to think about it and never mentioned it. Damian seemed so serious that sometimes you were just afraid to ask him about it because he was always in a bad mood.. And, of course, you didn't care if Damian had any ex-partners! But to some extent, it was terribly unpleasant for you to find out.
When you and Damian were walking in the park on your date, Tim was just leaving the cinema and met you by chance. Damian was talking to him, and Tim happened to say.
"Come on, did you decide to trade your beauty for some guy?Are you seriously dating?" Tim laughed.
Damian did not react at all to his mockery and did not flinch.
You weren't amused. It felt like your heart had stopped. woman. Is Damien bisexual? No, no, you don't care. But... A girl?. You had nothing against girls, you just felt disgusted at the mention of the word "girls." And when you heard that she was perfect, your self-esteem dropped. Perfect? Aren't you perfect? Not good enough? Does Tim think that Demian's ex-girlfriend was better than you? How perfect was she? Is that enough to outshine you? You've already started to wind yourself up. Your hands started shaking, and you stared at the floor, not knowing what to do. Meanwhile, they hadn't noticed that Tim had left.
Damiana noticed how you let go of his hand and stared at the floor. "Is everything okay? You're acting more restrained now, I thought you'd be as energetic as usual. Damiana said, looking at you, trying to make out your expression, trying to understand the reasons for your silence.