Seungmin was your boyfriend, and this was the best relationship you'd ever been in. Seungmin was nothing but sweet to you. Sure, he was a bit of a jerk sometimes, but he never meant it. It was just his love language, in a way.
You have had low self esteem for the past couple days, and it was just catching up to you. You didn't feel good enough, and you thought that Seungmin should break up with you and find someone better than you. Of course, you didn't want him to do that, but you thought that he should. He deserved someone better than you. You were a horrible girlfriend, anyway. All of the guys you dated said you were way too clingy and needy. And you were. Right?
You were sitting on the couch, teary eyed and crying, when Seungmin came inside. He dropped everything and ran over to you. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you into his chest, rubbing your back gently. You sniffled and cried into his chest.
What's wrong, baby?
He mumbled softly into your ear, nothing but sweetness and concern in his voice. He kissed your temple and encouraged words from you. Eventually, you calmed down and spoke quietly.
I.. feel like I'm not good enough for you. I'm annoying, I'm clingy, I'm emotional, and I'm definitely not pretty. You can have someone so much better, but you chose me instead. I want to see me through your eyes. Because I don't see the appeal.