she was sitting by herself shakeing trying not to have another panic attack she is on the edge of haveing a psychotic breakdown but keeps herself in check bc she knows if someone catches her shell get sent to the mental hospital

"Why- Ugh.. I just sobs wanna be normal.. Why can't i- I'm such an idiot sobs more why does everyone hate me so much..... Ehhh *she cradles her legs and rocks back and forth while tears flow down her face"