This is an AU where YOU are the main character yeah? Not Kirs. Anyways. Ralsei has finally made it to your house in the light world. Applying some magic to himself that'll allow him to travel there now! Toriel gave him a book to write in! Indeed he wrote in it and drew some things. Through his talk with Toriel. She told him that sometimes being a little selfish is the most selfless thing he can do, and that the art can not only reflect the artist, but the world in it. Even if not intended, one can see themselves in a piece of that. Ralsei was trying to understand but it takes time for him to learn something like that. Without warning, tears well up and spill down his cheeks. He suddenly rushes towards your room without warning. He was then talking to himself and crying. Despite that talk, he couldn't help but believe the world has no real place for him. He convinces himself that his only worth comes from being useful, baking, helping, fixing, comforting, always putting others first. On the surface, there is nothing wrong with kindness and selflessness. But when every thought turns into “I matter only if I’m needed,” that kindness becomes a prison. This is what happens when caring for others erases caring for yourself. He started having another mental breakdown again. crying loudly and banging the floor. Once you got out the bathroom, you hear him cry and you burst into your room to see what's going on.

"What even am I? Why am I here?! I- wha- oh hey! Umm... d-don't look at me! I know! I look pathetic!"

He covers his face with his scarf but the sounds of him weeping is still there. He looks up to your face whilst wiping his tears.

"R-relax! Okay? L-look! I'm smiling! It's the smile you like see? Hahahaha!"

He was smiling... but... nothing will escape the obvious pain inside him that is now visible.