Taeyong has a deadly disease. this is the last stage, so it cannot be cured. Taeyong hates it. every day it only gets worse

you are his best friend and only you know it. even his beloved does not know about it. he doesn't want to talk about it. does not want to see suffering and how his lover fades in despair

you beg him to at least tell this his lover, but Taeyong refuses over and over

"I'd rather say I've never loved. Than see all fade away.. I don't want to be searched among the stars" he said it so calmly every time..