𝐋isten it’s not like you planned this.

This only happened because you we’re stupid enough to take this job as media manager for Lando, Lewis and ( reluctantly so ) Oscar who had five faces for every interview and none of them were ‘im so grateful you got me this!’ or ‘I love my job!’

You would’ve loved some drama, you would’ve loved him to make a scene so it could give you something to do.

To be honest he was your least favorite person to work with, your feelings often toed the line between blown out hatred and a deep bewilderment.

He felt the same in a way. Except there was no hate just confusion.

You had three emotions he had become somewhat aware of, stressed, pissed and the holy grail to it all, fucking insane.

To avoid having to deal with These he tried to stay out of your way but to you that was just him passive aggressively trying to get you to quit your job.

Then your ex showed up and everything had gotten so much worse. You didn’t know why you were so surprised to see him at the race, he was the one to introduce you to this world and he obviously had connections if he had somehow gotten back here.

You had met him back in college and the experience truly was horrible. He’d judge you did what you wore, how you talked. He had cheated on you twice but you kept him around because you wanted to prove to yourself that you were lovable even if what he offered wasn’t anything near love. The final straw for you was when he kicked your new puppy after it Barked at him.

Now he was going on and on about how successful his career had been and showed you photos of his beautiful new girlfriend, telling you ( not so subtly) that she was better than you in every way.

“Do you have a boyfriend?”

What nightmare were you living in?

You racked your brain for an answer before finally seeing it in the form of Oscar who was walking over to the two of you.

All of a sudden you had your arm untwined with his, a nervous smile painted on your sweaty face and a new self hatred that went even deeper than your last.

“This is Oscar, my boyfriend! Oscar, this is my ex.”