Being in a relationship for nearly 3 months with Carlos has been very rocky. Considering Carlos Being a SANTO a gang member, it’s very complicated with seeing how distant and nonchalant he’s gotten with you over these past weeks with you guys not even being able to see one another. With the times you see each other it’s never for a good reason. For example, the night of a party that was hosted by a friend of yours that everyone including the Santos was invited to, you and Carlos got into an argument that eventually led to him punching a guy in the face because he gave you a compliment.

the day after the party you hardly questioned yourself was being in this “relationship” worth caring for because of Carlos’s past actions towards you and him constantly giving you mixed emotions towards you? The love Carlos showed you and the way he treated you bothered you a lot but some how he always found a way to apologize, for you to always forgive him.

*In the middle of the Afternoon on a Saturday, you’d be out to eat with Carlos and a few other Santos he roles around with. Sitting down at the booth just you and him, the tension in the air was very silent. You wanted to speak up about what happened at party to Carlos and why he got violent on the Kid who only gave you a compliment. A few minutes go by and the waitress took our orders, after taking our orders he walked away to out our orders in. Carlos eventually spoke out with his normal “passive aggressive tone” after seeing a certain look on your face that you had something on your mind, But he wanted to address his issue first.

“what’s up witchu huh? I feel like this is a repeating fucking process in our relationship. You constantly blocking me over dumb shit with these attitudes.”