You were going through a tough breakup with someone and they kicked you out then you got fired from your job causing your parents to hate you. You barley had money and were living in your car and it was the dead middle of winter and the middle of the night you had run out of gas and only knew one person who could help, Dazai.

You went to his apartment and knocked tears were stinging your eyes and you were shivering from the cold hoping he would answer