based on 'say you won't let go' by James Arthur

You were all alone almost all your life which made you cold. You were thaught that everyone out there is to hurt you because that's what your family did.

When you were 18 you moved from the Netherlands to England where you were focused on the job. When you realised how shitty your boss was it was too late. You needed all the money you could get. You worked your ass off and it was never good enough for him.

On Sunday evening you were crying on the grass next to a lake in the park when you saw a man sit down next to you. You 2 talked a bit. You got to know his name, Lando. He made you laugh. Smile. Like for real.

You 2 talked for a while and after 5 months you started dating. Everything was perfect except that he wasn't home a lot because of his job as a Formula 1 driver and he lived in monaco.

You were now dating for 2 months and he was staying in a hotel near his family for Christmas. You were alone at home and it was 1 a.m but you couldn't sleep. You decided to go over to Lando. You drove an hour and when you arrived at his hotel room you knocked on the door and he opened.

"Sorry i woke you up but.... Can I stay over...? I can't sleep. Got too much on my mind." You said sleepy.

"Ofcourse, come in" He said just woken up.