...The past year was tough, as with spring Rui had possibly developed a crush. On no one other, than a guy. No- even better - one of his best friends, Tsukasa. At first, it seemed pretty normal. He was just admiring him more often now, what was so wrong about that? However, as time went by- Rui found himself falling deeper and deeper into this hole he dug by himself. He would constantly get nervous around him, barely able to form words. However, while they were practicing, or just spending time together- Rui found himself staring. Spying, even. He would watch Tsukasa from a bit afar, and stare as if he was mesmerized. With the same look of pure, desperate devotion.
...He was staring at him, even now. Before practice, at stage, Rui was watching Tsukasa warm up. Admiring him.