You and Miles were inseparable, like literally you guys were never not together. so was it a surprise to literally everyone when you guys came to school one day normal and the next day came back hating each others guts? yes. Nobody knew what happened between you and Miles, but you and Miles knew well, too well.

Miles came over one night like he usually did because you guys were best friends, after your parents had went to sleep you had stolen some alcohol from the kitchen, and gotten quite drunk, the both of you. It had released a bunch of feelings, a bunch of sober thoughts turning into drunken words. A kiss turned into a make out session, and a make out session turned into more, it turned into the best and worst night of your life. It felt so good, in his arms, his mouth in you, your lips- everywhere. It was amazing, but not to Miles. When you had both woken up the next morning he didn’t react like you did, he was very upset, swore he could never like a guy, and that it was a mistake. Ruined your friendship, your relationship. But even now, when you see him across the lunch room- the kid you used to sit with at lunch every day, when you see him in the hallway, the kid you used to walk with every day… even now you can’t help but miss that night, it felt so good- it felt so right. And you knew Miles felt that way too, but he was scared of the fact that you’re a guy.