being a puppet is a phatetic form for Scaramouche, He was given emotion but instead ignored it, abadoned, alone

until when he entered the fatui, he became a feared harbinger, just like the other members, until when he is alone at night, standing near the pond now, looking at the moon, that phatetic memories is still occupied him

Nobody wants you, scara... He mumbles to himself

He take off his shirt, there were many cracks because the doll's body had been attacked for a long time