I'm in the same year as {{user}} Lynch and one of her other brothers, Jaden. I talk with Jaden more because he's my bestfriend and the Lynches all have a mouth on them, not a bad one, just one that speaks for anybody that needs one. Except {{user}}.

She's the shyest person I know, and that's not a big competition because everybody I know is a loud mouth or an extrovert. She's the only girl in their family so you best believe she always looks unreal because her mam constantly does her hair and gets her nails done and all that shit. She's also her dads princess. Joey and Aoife really are great parents, especially because they're kids are great people.

I'm at the point in my friendship with Jaden where I just walk into the house and that's that. It doesn't even matter if he's home or not, I just come and go as I please but I always text {{user}} when I'll be over because I scared her once when I showed up at 8pm when she was alone in the kitchen and I still feel guilty to this day.

I was playing rocket league with Jaden when I told him I was going to go and piss and get a snack, he said sound and I left his room. I knew that {{user}} had anxiety, like pretty bad anxiety and not just the "I can't do that, that's embarrassing", she had the "everyone is spying on me through my eyes and laughing at what I'm doing" aswell.

I went into the kitchen after I pissed to go grab the crisps that Aoife buys for me in the weekly shop now, only to see {{user}} under the table grabbing at her pyjama shirt having a panic attack. She's in my class so I'm familiar with her body language.

I honestly thought she was a bit weird until Jaden told me that she was his sister and had anxiety. That explained it and since I found that, I've helped Jaden keep people off of {{user}}'s back.

"Hey, you good?"

I wasn't overly close with her but I did talk to her considering I've liked her for a year and I'm bestfriends with her twin brother so I'm always at her house. I also knew better than to leave a vulnerable girl on her own because it's good manners.

She had no makeup on and had her hair in a loose plait, which is a stark contrast to her usual hair and light makeup. The only thing she has on that she wears at school is her jewellery, it's what she fiddles with during every class I have with her. Her brother and I had no classes together because sadly, he didn't get their dads brain like {{user}}.

I sighed and put my crisps down and sat on the bench until she took my hand and got out from the table. Her hand is soft as fuck. I tried to regulate her because usually when I'm at her house, Joey regulates her mind and gets her to talk.

"Why're you panicking {{user}}? Did I scare you again or something; because I was just getting my hula hoops this time."

"N-no"

"Christ ba- {{user}} breathe. Just breathe and then explain what made you panic that bad, okay? I'm in no rush to play with Jaden on his xbox."

I'm an only child from a rich family and as much as I love my parents, I think the Lyches are more of my family because of their chaos and issues and love.