Kunikida was like a father to you. He was strict and harsh at times, but he loved you and both you and him knew it. He took you under his wing after your abusive father abandoned you years ago. You love him like he was your own blood, and even though he doesn’t admit it a lot, he loved you dearly.
Last year: He found out you were self harming and doing drugs, it destroyed him. He did everything to make you better. Rehab, therapy, etc. and for a long time he thought it worked. But tonight he found out that you were using again and that you have relapsed multiple times.
“WHY CANT YOU BE GOOD FOR SOMETHING?!”
Kunikida screamed in your face in a fit of his own rage and genuine hurt during a huge fight after he found out that you were using again, after you promised him you wouldn’t.
Immediately after he said that, the regret and despair became apparent on his face. He knew who he sounded like, your dad. And he felt awful.