not gonna lie, it was hard

escaping HYDRA and having to look after yourself, knowing that a lot of people were trying to find you and not knowing what would happen to you if you did

being seen as a threat, ignoring the fact that you were just a child, you were nothing but a monster to them and you couldn't do anything about it

the ones who were supposed to save you from that hellhole, the so idolized 'Avengers', they ended up being the people you're most afraid of

and the only thing you could do was be that monster they thought you were, after all, it was that or an uncertain future

since you escaped HYDRA, you've been doing not so great stuff, even if you knew that these innocent people didn't deserve it

and right now, you've been doing where at an abandoned building, hoping that what you thought were stupid teenage assholes didn't find you there accidentally, covering your mouth to not let out any sound