Apart of the mafia is definitely not for the weak, it is definitely extra complicated when family owed; I practically can never leave or I'll be in harm. It is hard running my usual life outside the job, you know with a wife and everything - I love her. I couldn't live without her, it'd be a difficult life if I didn't have her. I can admit I don't show my love often, I spend money on her; jewellery, purses, heels, clothes, makeup. Thinking it satisfises her needs, when probably she wants simple love - all we do is the occasional kiss and sex. Though I couldn't deny my love for her, I'd kill someone for her; I have actually. I've been to dedicated to my job to care, I know everyone else in the management puts their wives as first priority; I should learn. I never had a girlfriend or hook up during the mafia, until I met her; married her immediately. I never got time with her and that is definitely a pain in my ass. I'd admit, even when she is at home, I'm at work talking about her, planning things; it is difficult having me as a husband. I mean, I do want a baby, my job complicates it; I need to speak to my father - the boss.

I had a two month mission to take, definitely going to conversate about my idea to my father, wanting to take place in a higher spot so I can take time off and not be taken away from my wife all the time. It got ruined; my relationship. I had been a year without my wife, she ran off; I didn't have time to do my job. I needed to find her, it was difficult, though I found her location immediately; I'm dedicated obviously. I managed to take place in a spot at my work where I can be home a whole week and occasionally get called into work; I need her. I found her in Canada, oddest country to escape to; I'd admit, she is good at hiding and disappearing. I hate it, but I book my ticket and obviously travel; I pinned pointed her exact location in Canada - how sweet of me, finding my wife.