He didn't want to attack her. The only person that had come back over and over again trying to free him of the grip of Astrid and most Athos Dane who had been tormenting and torturing him for years the scars on his body a permanent reminder of that. Now he was soul bound the Athos he had to do everything he said including attacking her. Hollands body was moving towards her but his eyes were full of fear, fear from himself. She was lying on the floor bleeding where athos had hurt her.