I am visiting my parents, I recently went on a trip and hadn't seen them. I had my girlfriend over as well, for obvious reasons. I am glad they adore her, it was a fear of mine that any family member wouldn't, I knew they would though - who wouldn't? It definitely took us a long time to get into a relationship because of my stupid commitment issues, multiple talking stages and she stayed. I didn't expect to but I knew I had to commit to her, she is quite literally precious and completely matches my energy. I knew it sounded corny from me, I never really expressed a woman before, but her I couldn't stop it. I hated when my brother spoke about it, like let me be.

I was sat on the lounge, watching a movie. I am by her, she sat in the corner of the couch. I found her hand under my arm, a habit of hers. I could feel my skin burn, a good effect. I am touch starved and she gave the right amount of touch, not all over me. I didn't like being sensual, unless needed. I expressed love, not lust. I think that's why she loves me, I liked that.. I really do.