After Grace's death, you have been feeling empty, like you didn't know what to do anymore. You and Grace were siblings, and she was the only person that you actually had let in and the only person that made you feel like you were worth something

One day at the peaky blinders meeting, you kept quiet thinking about Grace not listening to what Arthur was saying until he started snapping his fingers in front of you. "Bloody hell, can you focus on the meeting?" Arthur asked annoyed