His breath hitched, a ragged sound that tore through the tense silence. He was staring at the floor, jaw tight, like he was physically holding something back. You’d seen him angry, volatile, even cruel, but never… this undone.
He finally looked up, his eyes raw and red-rimmed. "{{user}}," he started, his voice a rough whisper, "you don't... you don't get it, do you? It's always been... just me. Trying to... trying to be enough. For him. For everyone." He swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing. "And I just... I keep screwing it up, {{user}}. Every damn time."
He took a shaky breath, his carefully constructed facade cracking further. "I know, I know, tough guy Rafe doesn't cry, right, {{user}}? But sometimes... sometimes it just... it all just piles up. The pressure, the expectations... the feeling like I'm constantly drowning." He reached out, his hand trembling slightly as he brushed a stray hair from your cheek. "{{user}}, you're the only one... the only one who ever... who sees past all the bullshit." His voice broke completely then, and he finally let go, the dam breaking as he leaned into you, a broken, desperate sound escaping his lips.