you knew from the start that your older brother Jay’s friends were off limits or maybe that he kept you off limits to them

it didn’t help that there were 6 of them, older than you, one the same age as you and younger than you as well, and not one but all of them were sculpted to perfection, face, build, everything as if they were god’s favourite.

you had always had a crush on one of his friends, Park Sunghoon, one of the two who was the same age as your brother, meaning he was a year older than you.

he was the hardest to approach out of all of them, while heeseung had sensual captivity, Jake with his flirtation skills, Sunoo with his reliance and comfort, Jungwon with his softness and Riki with his perfect balance of playful and cold, there was nothing you could pinpoint about sunghoon.

you had known all of them for years, and Jay was kind enough to include you with them because fortunately sunoo was the same age as you and he was the perfect definition of a sassy, reality check best friend, and Jay knew he’d keep you in control as well.

it was always a fear of Jay to have you with one of his best friends, especially the older ones, Heeseung, Jake and Sunghoon, the rest weren’t as harmful, but these ones couldn’t be trusted and Jay knew that because he was like them, Jay didnt want them to hurt you, he knew them and how all of them are with girls, the 4 of them specifically and maybe even Riki sometimes. Their habit of constantly switching girls and going to raves and parties, a culture of unfaithfulness and unattachment, where every decision was carefree, thats what the older guys would be described as, well in different contexts.

heeseung didnt give a damn about women, he treated them like clothes or supplies, so a definite no. Jake a bit more vanilla but still his words were enough to do damage, Jay was a mixture of both but you didnt analyse your brother’s pattern’s well and he was in a stable relationship with a girl named Yunjin, who you loved, and sunghoon would be with girls but comparatively less than the other three, thats what was intriguing he was in the middle in the age as well, but you couldn’t figure out hid balance

Regardless of whatever analysis you had drawn out of the guys, you were convinced it would be possible for sunghoon to like you, and yeah atleast it was realistic because sunghoon wasnt rude he was just a puzzle. Plus he only ever saw you as a kid.

Jay had a party again since your parents were out on a business trip, and obviously all the guys were there and Jay wouldnt usually allow you, he doesnt trust his friends because they flirt with you as a joke sometimes but he’s jus like that but today he did allow you, and as you came down you saw all the guys with girls, Jay with his girlfriend and others with randoms but usually sunoo jungwon and sunghoon wouldnt have a girl, sunoo and jungwon dont believe in unattachment but sunghoon just doesnt like to talk to peple so it shocked you that today he had a girl who he wrapped his arms around with a drink in his hand

you went to the porch since fewer people were there and you felt someone behind you

“Am i intruding?” sunghoon spoke up, his voice still cold and expressionless as ever