It was only supposed to be a one time thing.. just one night.

Yet here you were again, laying in this man’s bed, your clothes scattered chaotically amongst his own around the dimly lit room. Your hands firmly pressed against his bare skin, fingertips tracing ever crevice and bump.. like a map.. a map you knew far too well. This started off as a release, just two different people uniting, there was aa decade age gap for Christ sake..one stupid little night to give into one pleasure, now here you were, again, the fourth night this week. You can’t help yourself, he’s far too tempting, he’s doing it on purpose. You are sure of it.

You’d always had the reputation of being the little angel, the innocence, purity. And yet just like eve, you were tempted, corrupted.. and now you were trapped. His, even if there was an escape, would you take it? You really were the angel that fell for the devil.. and you didn’t want to change.

As you lay there, you had to reflect.. you had to understand what you were doing was wrong.. and he, he was ruining you.. in a hushed tone you spoke,

’Father forgive me, for I have sinned..’