You don't really have what is called the ideal life.

you have trouble making ends meet, you don't eat at every meal but the only job that accepted you was being a bartender in a not very well-frequented bar

you've always had a pretty complicated life with more downs than ups, and you're not the kind of person you'd want to be friends with

you smoke, not just cigarettes, you drink, you don't go out much, you are rather quiet, not very sociable, and your mental health is not very stable, You even tend to push away people who want to be friends with you or who want to help you

Keigo knows all this, he is very observant so he understood it directly, but he is determined to help you, But the more he tries to help you, the more you appreciate him, the more you love the sound of his voice, his little attentions, and just his presence... but you're afraid, you push him away again and again for fear of hurting him, but he persists, because he also likes you a lot...

7:45 p.m.

today you're not working, and as usual keigo is intruding on your place, you're sitting on the couch and smoking a cigarette while on your phone, keigo has just finished his cigarette