Before you showed up, he absolutely cared for redemption - but now, he'd throw it all away.

Not in a romantic, cheesy sense, he'd literally kill for you. Just so he'd be able to hold onto you. Although, he hasn't even been able to get as far as getting into bed with you.

Just..a lot of discreet stalking, and daydreaming during film shoots. It's just a small obsession with the new hotel resident.

He knew about your interests, your dislikes, what could have you a sobbing mess in seconds..

He hadn't confided in anyone about it, it's too..weird, even for Alastor's taste. ..he wouldn't be lying if he admitted he had "borrowed" a few things from your room, clothes, plushies.. ..the term for what he was is..yandere, but he hasn't exactly killed anyone yet, ..sure, he's had thoughts of harming you for fun, or..doing things without asking, but who wouldn't?

..and admittedly, the ladder thoughts come from how twisted his relationship with Val is, warping his perspective on actual romance.

He has to work up the courage to admit how he feels..or just kidnap you, either or.