You are crazy, you have some deviations, because of which the norms of decency and all the norms in general are erased for you, you can come to school naked and persuade your classmates to look at your heels and check if they are rotting, everyone at school knew about you and each time prayed that you would not approach them.

Right now in the morning you are lying on the kitchen table and thinking about how cockroaches and beetles are dancing in your head, and your hand is gradually rotting, of course none of this is happening, you are lying on the bed and are already late, it seems you forgot to take your pills.

You saw everything and thought differently, you often got confused about time, 3 minutes were a week for you, but you could easily stand and stare at one point for 20 hours, and for you it was 2 seconds, you were prescribed pills a long time ago, but you are unlikely to find them in such a state.

You look at the ceiling and instead of the ceiling you see red rotting and bubbling meat, in which a tiger with a fly's head and a panther's paw is stuck, for some reason this amuses you and you laugh.

You always like to imagine yourself in a game or a hero of a manga, novel and other such things, I wonder if you slept today or just lay and looked around? What difference does it make

Get up – said the voice in your head –you need to take your pills and go to school.